So, I've already failed to showcase my hideous new "artwork" before, but I thought it would be nice to check in once in a million years, and give a quick update.

As already stated I tried to upload a few traditional abominations I've made while mum was back home (I have to give back her TV to her that I use as the monitor ). I have recently purchased watercolour pencils so I was trolling around with that, but don't worry nothing worth mentioning came out of that (aside from the fact that they were disgustingly expensive for a set of pencils).

So, basically I failed to upload them because I only snapped a pic of a few that were kinda-sorta-maybe not a 100% cringe fuel to share, but my phone took pictures in some enormous sizes and the file uploader on here basically freaked out and told me I don't have the space for that big of a file dump. 

For the most part, however, I've been F I N A L L Y  taking practicing  anatomy ((((HANDS)))) seriously, so all I really have right now are a bunch of sketches both digitally and traditionally 

(an abandoned Sev project. I'd guess his hand cramped the hell ip. No wonder he looks so bemused)

Now I make sure to work in a few extra hours during work too. So, this very latest lame sketch is really just a testament of how these few last weeks have passed: it's a Sev at first glance, but really it's just a lousy excuse to get in yet another hand drawing and some head anatomy practice. Yes, they both suck, but hey: this is still ten times better than what I could do so far! All I do lately is disembodied hands. Unfortunately this Sev isn't much luckier than the one above him - he somehow grew a lump under his thumb... 

On his right those are just little notes to myself about what I was trying to go for - I would like to really stop working with all the "happy little accidents", and have a plan what I want to put on paper/screen. So far I've drawn with only a vague idea and if I accidentally got something right I would incorporate it into the final piece, but I realise I need to be able to draw in a more focused mannber with clear goals.

(... a few hours later ...)

I have no idea what's going on with that fabric either lmao 

Will pop in again soon, probably with these same low quality updates ~

I actually finished a project. What a way to begin the year! Click for original size.

There is that sense of grief when it feels like you are permanently trapped in an alternative universe from which you can't get out, but you also understand that you no longer have a place amongst the intact. It brings you a morbid sense of serenity.

I clearly don't have enough unfinished projects, so I came up with an inktober redraw (digital, this time).

On a more serious note, I seriously plan to do a month-long project just like inktober, but with digital drawings, because I see major improvements with the anxiety of perfection department all thanks to inktober. I'd really like to bring that to my digital works and possibly, even to my writings - how long has it been since I've written anything in any language?!

Lately, somehow, I feel my old creative strike coming back to me, and I never felt this inspired before, so I guess it's time for my personal, humble Renaissance ~

So, I was wondering if I ever promised myself to continue my sketch-blog thingy...? I used to have a blog on freeblog.hu (the site that graciously forgot to warn its users of its sudden closing ) where I posted all of my visual arts endeavors - this basically meant, that if I ever raised a pencil (or pen) I posted whatever came out of it. Did I ever mention this here, and if so, have I already promise myself to continue the unsightly tradition on here? I always promise myself a gazillion things and I break all those promises on the first chance I get...

Oh well! Further hand practice and a weird harry drawing (click to enlarge)

In my defense, the Harry drawing started as an attempt to draw more complex body positions:  his upper body faces to his right and his lower half to his left. I also lifted his legs simply because I never do that, and I wanted to practice that. It was good for trying to broaden my horizons, but yes, the outcome is very broken and the proportions are, well, something I will definitely have to look into seriously 

But eh, I guess it's okay for a 30-minute something for now 

Még mindig ezzel szenvedek :D