My artworks
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Articles
From the sad times when GPortl didn't have a Blog function. Some of these are collected from sites I used to have but abandoned over the years.
Gifs, avatars, etc.
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They call me "Omen"
Fantasy Sekai // Spinner's End
Awaiting the new dawn
Admin: Omen Drals Design code: LindaDesign Flower icons in the Navigation are by the insanely talented Teekatas Suwannakrua Ugly doodles on the header by my humble self Live since: 2005. jlius 28. Site interests: Sesshoumaru in the beginning, then anime, then esoterics, and now everything but the kitchen sink (╯□)╯︵ ┻━┻ nyitskor Sesshoumaru, utna animk, utna ezotria most meg (╯□)╯︵ ┻━┻ Nem vagyok nagy design-huszr, gy ha el van minden csszva, elnzst krek :( My skills at web design are truly shocking, so if everything's all screwed up and mis-aligned, I am eternally sorry :(
Klnsebben nem rdekel hol van a hatr a szemlyes bejegyzs s a cikk kztt, gy a "blog" szt csak finoman hasznlnm. ;)
I am not at all concerned as to where is that fine line between a personal blogpost and an actual article, so I would only use the word "blog" to describe this site only lightly. :)
Nha magyarul, sometimes in english. gy is a bejegyzseim java rsze just a bunch of ramblings and bitching, you're not missing out of brmi rdekfesztbl.
Gportl is love, gportl is life
(a bejegyzs elejt, a Camouflage rszt jra kellett rnom azrt van annyira elkapkodva. ljen a GPortl >.>)
Nem tudom, ti milyen fggsgekkel ltek, de nekem a legnagyobb a zene. Nem, nem tipikus zene-bart vagyok, hanem egy igazi, sznalmas fgg. Mikor megszlettem, anym hazavitt, bekapcsolta a zent, s azta... ez mit sem vltozott.
Mikor Bcsben nyaraltunk kt hnapot, ezt az idt n egy sarokban tltttem, kazettahegyek kzt, ahol vagy hrom-ngy lejtsz vett krl. Mikor hazajttnk a kt hnap alatt lttam pr hresebb helyet Bcsben, sszesen olyan ngyet - viszont brmilyen kazetta lejtszt meg tudtam btyklni!
Volt mr, hogy egy fi emiatt akart velem szaktani. Vglis nem lehet rte hibztatni. Amikor csak gy ott hagysz csapot-papot, hogy "nekem most azonnal haza kell mennem, becsukni az ajtt, s ks estig senki ne jjjn a kzelembe" az azrt mr tbb a soknl. Mindezt, mert fgg vagy. De ha legalbb heroin fgg, de neeem: zenefgg.
Hlyn hangzik, hm?
Gondoltam megosztom veletek pr j kedvencemet. Legyen az els a Camouflage-tl a Me and You c. szm. Nevhez hen a banda elg kevss ismert ^^" n az egyik kedvenc oldalamon ismertem meg, a 10th muse-on. Az az oldal isteni... nem is tudom mirt. Modellekrl szl ami engem nem rdekel, mgis annyira karakteres, hogy az eszmletlen. Ez a szm pedig valahogy annyira teljess tette a kpet az egsz blogrl, hogy... mindkett felejthetetlen lett szmomra.
Camouflage - Me and You
Feel me,
Make it all come true,
Times change,
Between me and you.
Bring it all together,
Break it all down,
Nothing's quite forever,
Sometimes upside down...
It's me and you, (me and you)
Revolutionary true,
Colors will fade
From night to day
To something new.
It's me and you, (me and you)
Revolutionary true,
Colors will fade
From night to day
To something new.
Taste me,
Stick your head in clouds,
Make love,
Let it all come out.
Bring it all together,
Break it all down,
Nothing's quite forever,
Sometimes upside down...
It's me and you, (me and you)
Revolutionary true,
Colors will fade
From night to day
To something new.
It's me and you, (me and you)
Revolutionary true,
Colors will fade
From night to day
To something new.
s mikor azt nekli "Colours will fade ... To something new" szinte ltom magam eltt a nagy pasztell szn packat ahogy egymsba borulva kavarognak, egy masszba tmrlnek, majd sztvlva j sznkavalkdokban pompznak... Az egyszer dalszveg s a mly, rzelmektl fttt dallamvilg magval ragad, amolyan igazi "Ha tetszett, ha nem, nem felejted el" tpus alkots. Magyarn szlva, hs-vr synthpop, egy j mnim amgy. A htteret gyorsan sszedobtam fotboltban csak hogy kiemeljem mennyire tetszik ez a szn-dolog. ^^
Ha mr synthpop, akkor mirt llnk meg pont a legelejn? Hotel Persont ide!
A Placebo kivl tehetsgnek rvend basszera, Stefan Olsdal magnprojektjrl van sz, amit a bartaival kisebb rendezvnyek miatt hvott letre - s milyen jl tette. Elvontul elvont, mr ha van ilyen, a Hotel Persona csodlatosan emeli ki a synthpop minden alternatv szpsgt, s lehetsgeit, amelyeket rejt magban - br Stef amgy is maga a zenei csoda nmagban, senkit nem lep meg a brillrozsa. A To the Light (amelyet nagy nehezen tltttem fel a romn oldalra, nehzkesen naviglva a google fordtval, amit SOHA ne lltsatok magyarra, mert guglesz bcsi nem tud magyarul hiba tetteti!) itt hallhat:
Hotel Persona - To the Light
Please, help me to get out of here
I want to fly
I want to be a phoenix in the sky
High above the highest cloud
But i am scared that we could blow
So strong that it could throw me down
Like the darkness like the darkness..
Tell me where am i
I cannot feel my heart
I've been searching all over the land
Under the globo to stars
La la la la tell me where i am.
I wanna fly to the light
I wannabe a phoenix in the sky
High above the highest cloud
But i am scared that we could blow
So strong that it could throw me down
Like the darkness like the darkness..
I know what i have to do
When something is right
When something is wrong
Don't wannabe scared
Before i'm burnig in hell
Without pretending everything is well
Without deceiving myself
And my lover not gonna be scared
I wanna fly to the light
I wanna fly to the light
I wanna be a phoenix in the sky
High above the highest cloud
But i am scared that we could blow
So strong that it could throw me down
Like the darkness like the darkness..
Itt mr azrt komplexebb a fellls, mint a Me and You-nl, nem csak a zene az ami sszetett teszi a mondanivalt, de maga a szveg is jpr jragondolst ignyel. Megigz.
J, evezznk ms vizekre: a zene s a srs. Ami engem illet, nagyon nehezen srok. ltalban a knnyek bent maradnak azene ltal hagyott keser rzs viszoint jval tovbb mardos, min tha kisrtam volna a knnyeket... Mindenki lzer valamiben, n ebben!
Hamasaki Ayumi (de fura ez gy kirva latin betkkel o.o) Pride cm szmnak sikerlt. Nem szomor szmrl van sz, inkbb olyan llekerst tpusrl, mgis... A youtube-on nzeldtem ayumi klippek utn, s akkor bukkantam r az akkor mg sosem hallott Pride-ra. Tetszett, de annyira nem keltette fel az rdekldsem, csak fl fllel figyelve bogarsztam erre-arra, egszen addig, mg ayu ehhez a sorhoz nem rt: "bokutachi wa itsumo yume o miru".
Felnztem a kpernyre, s mire felfogtam hogy valami szrni kezdte a torkomat mr el is eredtek azok a knnyek. Furcsa, mekkora hatst tud gyakorolni az emberre egy jl odatallt mondat, igaz? Azta ez az egyik kedvenc szmom.
浜崎あずみ (huh, vgre elsre j kanjikat hasznltam ^^") - Pride
Kimi no sono jiyuu ga mabushi sugiru
To yuu shoujo ni
Sonzai suru imi sura mitsuke rare naku temo
To kotaeta
Hito ga moshi nai mono bakari o
Nedaru ikimono da to shitara
Aa bokutachi ga hontou ni hoshii
Mono wa ittai nan darou
Sorekara no shoujo wa tada hitasura ni
Mogaita ageku
Komiageru munashisa ni kizuita toki
Arata na hakken o
Bokutachi wa itsumo yume o miru
Koto de asu e no tobira hiraku
Aa kono sekai ni tashika na mono nado
Nai koto o shitte te mo
Kitto aru mada minu basho ni wa
Bokutachi o matsu hana ga
Akiru koto ni narete kasoku shite shimau
Sono mae ni
Soko ga moshi kono yo no hate demo
Hito ga muda da to waratte mo
Tomo ni ikou akirameru yori mo
Kowai koto nado nai no dakara
Naruto-fertzte kicsiny sosem-feladni-t kiltoz lelkem ujjongva repes a dal hallatra ^^ Ha egy kis lelki frisst kell (van ilyen?), ezt ajnlanm elsk kzt, br van egy, amit mg rgtn ez eltt. Ha mr Naruto nem csoda hogy ott is helyett kapott a kvetkez szm, mint ending. Ez a szm annyiban kakukk-tojs, hogy ezt mr vek ta ismerem, de muszj szerepelnie a Pride kzelben! Termszetesen a ザ・マスミサイル egyik leghresebb dalra utalok, az 今まで何度も-ra. tiratban a banda neve The Mass Missile a cm pedig Ima made nando mo (hnyszor mr). Ha j pillanatban kap el, mg mindig brmikor elbgm magam a katarzistl, amit idebent okoz. Ehhez szerzek valami fordtst is, mert KELL. ^^
ザ・マスミサイル - 今まで何度も
gaman no renzoku dattaro kokoro de naiteita ndarou
jibun de kimeta sono yume dake wa yuzurenai ndarou?
kurushi nda kazu nanka yori utagatta kazu nanka yori
waratta kazu ya shinjita kazu ga
sukoshi dake ooi jinsei de arimasu you ni
wakiyaku dakedo kage no hito dakedo
yume to mukiau toki kurai
man naka ni isasete shoujiki ni isasete
ima made nandomo nan toka akiramezu ni
ima made nandomo tachi agatte kita janai ka
ima made nandomo bokura
nandomo shinjite nandomo yume mite
nandomo...
ima made nandomo baka o mite kita janai ka
ima made nandomo
hito no kage ni tatte kita janai ka
saa shuyaku da yo jibun no yume kurai
wagamama de isasete
iron na mono kara nigedashite
sono ketsudan o sakiokori ni shita
sono yume dake wa sono yume dake wa
sono yume dake wa...
wakiyaku nante mou takusan da
yume to mukiau toki kurai
man naka ni isasete shoujiki ni isasete
wakiyaku janakutte shuyaku de iyouze
ima made nandomo nan toka akiramezu ni
ima made nandomo tachi agatte kita janai ka
ima made nandomo bokura
nandomo shinjite nandomo yume mite
nandomo...
tsuranuku tame ni iroiro mageta
shinjiru tame ni utagatte kita
mamotteku tame ni hito o kizutsuketa
ima made nandomo nandomo
ima made nandomo baka o mite kita janai ka
nandomo hito no kage ni tatte kita janai ka
saa shuyaku da yo jibun no yume kurai
wagamama de isasete
Angol fordts *^_^*
Maybe, it was a constant self-control. Maybe, you were crying inside.
You can't give away the dream you chose yourself?
More than the number of times I suffered, more than the number of times I doubt,
I want the number of times I laugh and trust others,
and I pray that it'll happen in my life.
Even though I was always a side character, even though I'm a shadow,
Let me be in the center when I dream.
Let me be honest.
Frequently, somehow I didn't give up.
Frequently,I always stand up, right?
Frequently, we always trust each other
Frequently, I dreamed.
Frequently...
Frequently, I had seen the stupid things
Frequently,
I was standing in someone's shadow
Now, I'm a main character.
Let me be selfish.
I have been escaping from a lot of things
I terminate those decision
But for that dream, but for that dream
but for that dream...
I'm sick of a side character.
While I'm dreaming, let me be in the center when I dream.
Let me be honest.
Let me become not a side character but a main character.
Frequently, somehow I didn't give up.
Frequently,I always stand up, right?
Frequently, we always trust each other
Frequently, I dreamed.
Frequently...
To break off the seal, I bent a lot
To trust someone, I doubted a lot.
To protect someone, I had hurt a lot.
Frequently...
Frequently, I had seen the stupid things
Frequently, I was standing in someone's shadow
Now, I'm a main character.
Let me be selfish.